No.
I’m so thankful for the opportunity to spend Sunday mornings
worshipping with brothers and sisters in Christ, being fed and stretched by the
Word, and experiencing fellowship in the Lord.
Last Sunday afternoon, after experiencing the above
together, two members of the RL Leadership team asked me about specific songs,
and if we were singing them at ReNEWed Life this year. After a short time, I
responded with “No,” and joked, “where were you 6 weeks ago?” Note, I did not
say, “Beautiful songs; I’ll pray about them.” I did not thank them for their
kind suggestions. I just shut them down.
Everyone thinks this is really out of character for me, and
it usually is, depending on what’s at stake. We laughed about it at our meeting
last night. If it hadn’t been through text messaging, I would not have answered
as I did. I would have said something like, “Hmmm, let me think about that,”
or, “Great idea, I’ll see how those fit with the other songs that have been
selected.” I mean, I rarely just say no!
But, I was feeling pretty good
about the songs we have, and thankful to have made some final decisions that
help me move forward with practices, PowerPoint slides, song sheets, etc. I
mean, there’s a lot to get done in the next week and a half! So what hits me on
the way home from the meeting? CONVICTION. I am not sovereign over the song
selections for RL, God is. I am not sovereign over the technology and
presentation, God is. I do not have control over how my days play out between
now and then, God does. He knows. He leads. He cares. He IS. Isaiah 55:8 – “’For
my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,’ declares the
Lord.”
A danger then slips in. Satan
whispers, “Do you really think God directed you in those songs you chose?
They’re just songs you like! Do you really think God wouldn’t give the right songs to your more spiritual and
more mature friends? You don’t know what you’re doing, and you just wait and
see how I’m going to make a fool of you!”
Thank
you, Lord, that Pastor Tim just preached about your provision and protection
over us. I raise my shield and extinguish those flaming arrows, and I secure my
helmet, knowing my salvation is secure in You, and not in what I do or don’t
get right today.
I don’t know if you will hear those
song suggestions on August 17th. God knows. Logistical reality says
that final decisions have to be made. Pages have to be printed. PowerPoint
slides have to be prepared. I trust Him to lead, in the right time, to the
right decisions. Don’t stop suggesting, sweet sisters (for next year, that
is!). And whether I’m made a fool or not is irrelevant, because God Almighty
will be made much of.
Come, sing with me!
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